just some pics from the last few months! |
I started out working direct support, 40 hours a week, and with what I thought was a crazy overwhelming schedule. (well, to be fair, it kind of was). I was working some overnights, so my sleep schedule was all over the place, and I was also working at Subway still, for extra income, and working upwards of 60 hours a week. A typical day looked like me working at my main job from 12 am to 9am, sleeping for an hour, and then going to work at Subway from 10:30 am to 4pm. Then sleeping. Then rinse and repeat. It was crazy.
And then I got promoted to be a manager. And crazy took on a new definition. I quit Subway, so it was nice to manage just one job. But my hours still stayed the same. Anywhere from 40-70 hours any given week. With long shifts, 12-18 hours. Sometimes 25 hours. Sometimes 16 hours, then coming back four hours later to work another 12 hour shift. And I've been doing that since March.
I've loved and hated every minute! Ha. It's been such a rewarding experience getting management experience and gaining confidence. And it's also been so eye opening to work a completely different field and suddenly see a whole new world I was never aware of: the special needs world. I have loved working with my guys! I work with two guys who have developmental disabilities and live together. I help them complete tasks of daily living. Basically, my job is to help them live a "normal" life! And it's been awesome! And fun! And challenging! And rewarding!
I've loved getting to help them schedule, and budget, and go to appointments, and go swimming, and go bowling, and do chores, and cook, and live! It's felt so much like getting paid to live my dream! Which, is being a mom. I wouldn't trade this experience for anything! And now I'm seriously considering getting a MA in special education! But who knows! All I know is, adulting is hard and awesome. And now, I'm on the job hunt again, to find something with more regular hours and better pay and better benefits. The game of life!
So that's basically been my life in a nutshell these past few months. Just trying to figure out why the Lord wants me to be in St. Louis, and coming to except that, and fall in love with my life here, even though I kind of fought the Lord on that one for as long as I could! Ha. Guys, the moral of the story is, trust the Lord. He knows what He's doing! I still don't know why I'm here, but it feels right, and now that I've excepted it, I feel so much peace at where I'm at with life! :)
So yes. If anyone reads this, that is the update on me! :) Ha!